Aaawhh heaven. How much for that luvin'?
The Best Things In Life Are Free. Boy, when you look at me. Do you judge me by my cover? Ya got to be kiddin' me, to think that I'm that kind of lover. I don't mean to disagree. Sorry you can't buy my kisses. Open your heart and see. True love comes for free. I'm keepin' my heart open. Hopin' you won't stab me in it. 'Cause I've been in love before, And when i had to pay I didn't. I'll lose my sanity. Tryin' to measure your intentions. What do you want from me? How much will it be? No more than you're willing to give 'cause. you won't pay nothin' for this good lovin'. It's for free.
Unlike with some... do this for me and I'll do this for you.
And I won't make you promises. I'll just do all that I can to be your lover. 'Cause I understand. The best things in life are free. Now that I've discovered what you mean to me.!!!!!!!!
The best things in life are free. Now that we've found another. Teehee
The best things in life are free. I know you are my flabby
My one and only flabby
You said it twice
I'll say it thrice
My flabby flabby flabby
I got so much love for you
And it's sooooooo easy to give it.
When I KNOW you feel the SAME way too
That's all I expected from you. Just do all that you can to be my lover. 'cause I understand (I do)
No more than you're willing to give 'cause you didn't pay nothin' for this good lovin'
It's for free. that's why you wanted more
And I won't make you promises
You see I'm gonna be, I'm gonna be,
I'm gonna be, I'm gonna be
The very best I can
To be your blubber 'cause I understand
I'm no damned luther van dross
and i'm definitely no fuckin janet
Unlike with some... do this for me and I'll do this for you.
And I won't make you promises. I'll just do all that I can to be your lover. 'Cause I understand. The best things in life are free. Now that I've discovered what you mean to me.!!!!!!!!
The best things in life are free. Now that we've found another. Teehee
The best things in life are free. I know you are my flabby
My one and only flabby
You said it twice
I'll say it thrice
My flabby flabby flabby
I got so much love for you
And it's sooooooo easy to give it.
When I KNOW you feel the SAME way too
That's all I expected from you. Just do all that you can to be my lover. 'cause I understand (I do)
No more than you're willing to give 'cause you didn't pay nothin' for this good lovin'
It's for free. that's why you wanted more
And I won't make you promises
You see I'm gonna be, I'm gonna be,
I'm gonna be, I'm gonna be
The very best I can
To be your blubber 'cause I understand
I'm no damned luther van dross
and i'm definitely no fuckin janet
posted by the lowly gardener at
1:19 AM
2 Comments:
i never did. and i am sorry. i made a choice. i met him by accident and he knows about us. or at least what we had and what we were trying to have.
that "starbucks" talk got my mind spinning. yes, i got the part where you told me that you dropped everyone. for me. and then you also told me that you can never take care of me. that you cannot do that. ever. maybe you won't even reach this part and i'm just blabbing useless stuff. but nevertheless let me try and write more... of what i feel.
i want to be happy. and for the longest time i was hoping it was you. we've been through so many things already and we have tried time and time again to connect.
i know i completely lost you already and that there will be no chance for us to be even friends. sorry. for all the pain i have caused you.
i can't believe we're doing this here but for whatever reason that i can't understand, you seem to want to, so, okay. i won't ask why.
for me, it's in the past. i've been hurt before and my feelings don't seem to be a major consideration for any other person so it's not that important. i mean my feelings, so don't be sorry anymore. i'm okay now. really.
i'm sorry if you didn't understand what i was trying to say when i said i can't take care of you the way you want me to. you missed five important words and added a new one. at any rate, i think i was there enough when you had had that something that i didn't give you. i had to show strenght but not for my sake. that i was there. there was much trust in that from my part just because i wanted to believe in you and i did. trust is a very handy thing, that one, the other kind is too for that matter. and we still lasted long after that. wasn't that your gauge then that i'd swallow 'most anything for you. enough bout that. sorry.
for the consideration part - i was happy in my little corner of this world. even if i had nobody. even if nobody would have me. then you wanted us to get back together. you currently had a boyfriend then. no, i wasn't flattered nor mildly amused. i just told you that i thought it was plain 'silly'. were you actually willing to sacrifice two other people's feelings just so that you could decide if you can find happiness externally? again you have your reason(s) and intention(s) for that.
we were trying to get back together; in our own different ways we tried to. now you tell me that you were seeing somebody else then all the while you were trying to make me say if i love you or not. the only answer i gave you to your question is that i have never considered going back together with any of my past girlfriends nor boyfriends -something that you knew already - but i'm considering us again then. didn't that really answer your question? did he say that he loves you then and is that why you were able to CHOOSE? and all the while you were telling me that you love me? i did love you then when you were asking and i wasn't answering. too late for that now isn't it?
was that the caring part? there was much care in carrying that out i guess. and oh yeah just for the sake of you hearing it i still do care for you. honest. as sarcastic as it might sound.
as friends, maybe in the future. we may become friends when i've learned that our definitions of love, care, friendship, mutual respect and trust, and commitment
have reached a level of similarity. we don't have to have them between us but at least the definitions are requirements. i hope that they would be definitions i'm familiar with.
i don't want you to answer the 'questions' above. i would never be able to understand any kind of reasoning behind them anyway. yet, i want an answer to this question: why this very timely and appropriate comment from you under this particular entry?
this is my blog acct and i write stuff here that might not make sense to others. still, i'm just expressing what is or had been on my mind under my own little spotlight. things found here don't belong to any time construct just like i wrote in my very first entry and feelings poured are sometimes picked up from my journal entries dating back to my high school sophomore year.
i never ever lied to nor concealed anything from you. however hurtful the things that i said were, i always gave it to you in black and white. and my favorite color nowadays is gray. mr jones you know.
and not everything is about you.
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