descent to hell

i gnash my teeth trying hard
not to trash my head
trying to make it end
but afraid of making it all end

i'm trapped
trapped in my own circular web
not lured
rather have fallen
in a pit of tar
in a clay jar

i'm running from everything
but there's no escape
i'm free of everything
but can't escape
i'm trapped
i'm trapped

i'm trapped inside my head