church bells' tolls are calling

August

the month of storms
for me, the month of
shooting stars

the eight lunar month of next
looms over my head
calling me back to my bed of earth

with September comes again a renewed death
my eternal vow remains

lascia te mi morire

just because

formerly: you gave me the option to choose and i did


i'll follow you to the ends of the earth.
i'll walk by you til the ends of the earth.
i'll walk with you even if we're heading towards different directions.
i'll walk alongside you even when we're walking on different paths.

i love you because I do.
i love you just as i know you.
i love you just as i know you to be.
i love you because i chose to love you.

you have me in your power.
you have me in your control.
you have control over me ,yes.
you have control over me ,yes, but only
because i let it be so.
because i chose it see.
because i...

do not ever ever ask me why.

not everything has an end
detour?
follow the signs
the signs from your heart
don't you really know why?


first posting 7/28/06
reposted for my here and now